Thanks everyone, Ya'll always pick me up when I need it. It is so nice to have everyone on here. We've all gone through it and have basically heard the same song and dance. There must be a "How to be a Jack-A$$ 101 class" for all of the WAS's out there.
I'm better today. Oldest D and I went shopping today, when all else fails shop to you drop! We had a nice dinner on the company credit card! Unfortunately youngest D couldn't join us, she is at drill team camp. I will take her shopping and out to eat soon. It's easier to take them shopping separately. Their taste is so different. Today is oldest D's b-day. H called and told her happy b-day and asked her if she wanted to go out to eat. She said maybe tomorrow I've got plans with Mom to go shopping and to eat. He still hasn't taken youngest D out for her b-day! The sad thing is this should be a family thing not a let me decide who to go with, Mom or Dad? Tonight one of D's friends was over here and she was talking about how her hair was falling out. My D said stress will do that to you. Mine has been falling out for a long time during..., she paused like she was going to say something and then thought a little while and said umm...during finals at college. I know she was going to say this separation, but didn't want to in front of me. On the way home from shopping today,drove to a larger city about 30 miles away,D looked at me and said why do you look so sad? I said I'm not sad,(I really wasn't)and she said you always look so sad. I hate that she thinks that. She wasn't here last night thank goodness because she stayed at her new place last night. She took her cat and new puppy with her. She called me crying because she thought the cat had ran away. I told her I would come help her look. Luckily,the cat was hiding behind the stove of all places! She never called her dad.
Hugs to everyone, Yoyo
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon