Haven't posted anything recently, not really sure what to write. School's out for another year, so a little extra kid duty for my W. She tries to keep them busy at pool. I keep hearing "They're already driving me crazy".
Here's what is driving me crazy. It's the apathy. I have freely admitted that I didn't pay enough attention to my wife, that I didn't give her what she needed. I'm not dealing with venom or anger, which is good. However, I feel I get nothing now.
My wife is on the phone every night with issues with her co-workers until she just goes to bed, always with no affection( or even acknowledging my presence. Whenever she leaves, it is straight to the door and out. If I try to get close at all, it's "don't touch me".
Again I know this isn't the worst topic of discussion on these boards. I'm starting to get angry about her lack of effort into improving things. I know I "let her down", but as any DBer knows, problems are an equal action/reaction and she doesn't want to look at her actions at all.
I don't know if there is any useful advice--just needed a good rant.
