Okay. I'm glad you are not self-pulmelgating. I will leave you alone, you seem fine on your own.
I know nothing, by the way. Nothing at all. Seriously. The more I go through life, the less I am convinced I know.
I've gotten myself, btw, to a point, where I don't know [censored] from sinola. And that ain't Corri.
But... it isn't so bad. I've had some very hard truths thrown at me lately... people I thought I could depend on that... turns out are just as weak as me... and that is okay. No hard feelings. Just leaves me reeling a bit. But... In a good way. I need to reel out of control now... when I can actaually handle it.
I woke up this morning, so depressed I could hardly move. But move I did, by God. Got my ass out of bed, went and worked out for an hour... I know the demon that licks at my feet.
And Thank God Almikghty, forever more... that I am too dman stubborn to give in. Jesus, I am a beotch when I need to be.
Fine. Been through my self-doubt, found my self-worth, lost it, didi it again. Won't quit until I get it right.
Mo. Whatever your path... give yourself some time, honey. This is not... easy. No matter how ready you were for it.
