Just taking it day by day. Did girls nite out Friday nite at the neighbors and got home REALLY buzzed and so wanted to call H but remained strong and did not.
Hit the garage sales Sat. and H came to the house to do lawn/yard work from 9-5!!! He cannot stay away (bored at apt). I was light and positive - dumped some water on his head while he was riding the tractor (our bedroom window is at a 2 story height due to our walk out basement) - he looked shocked and I was just grinning! We used to do [censored] like that when we first got married. All in all I was positive and thanked him for all his work. Told him it's hard being really separated when he is here all the time. Got sad when he left and said g'bye (but not in front of him).
Kids had bday sleepovers Friday and Sat - so only had one at home at a time this weekend. Think we are going to see Pirates this afternoon!
Slept well last night - reading 'The Power of NOW' and it is helping me stay in the PM.
Not sure how much is going to change in this sitch - I have a feeling he's just waiting his time out until I say uncle and agree to D....
Each day I get stronger - more detaching going on. Fearful of my future but I know I could be a lot worse off...
Enjoy the rest of the weekend! HB
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing
We used to do [censored] like that when we first got married. All in all I was positive and thanked him for all his work. Told him it's hard being really separated when he is here all the time. Got sad when he left and said g'bye (but not in front of him).
