Yeah, me too. It's going to be very stange. The begining of the end of the last 3 years. The end doesn't necessarily mean H and I are going to be together. But the end of my "waiting for H" time is coming near, one way or the other.
I haven't heard much of anything from him for the past couple weeks. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep the night before. S and I have to get up at 4am to go get him.
I'm sure I'll be thinking a lot of the night before S and my early morning flight out of our brand new home in Alaska after H had said in no uncertain terms that he was filing for D. I didn't even try to sleep. I was so exhausted I didn't even have enough emotion to be angry with H.
Actually, thinking about that probably isn't a good start to Acting As If when I pick H up at the airport...in 11 days and counting.
