I think part of my problem is, that I actually have lost respect for myself. I have let my life go in many ways. It must be un-attractive to my W, I know looking in the mirror it is to me. This has to change, and has to change now. I know I have alot to offer, I need to get off the pity horse and start moving forward in taking control of my life. I have put my life and my happiness in check the last few months feeling sorry for myself. It is time to stop that and stop now.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
