In talking to a friend last nite who knows both myself and my W. She got the feeling that my W is perfectly happy letting this go on forever, as in that she in someways gets to have all the space she wants or needs, and she has me to be able to help out whenever without having to show anything. In other words, never getting back together, but also never filling for D.
I am not positive, but in knowing my W, I can actually see her doing this. Kind of gives me a sinking feeling that if change is going to happen in M, it is going to have to be me and only me. The only change though would be me completely getting out of the picture and filing myself. I guess only time will tell.


M 41
W 33
S8
S17
Bomb 3/11/07
S 3/28/07
New beginning? 8/31/07