Stillme's Chapters Continue

[stillme]

In my pity party morning yest. I had the (pitiful) thought that it's been exactly 5 mo. + 5 days since the last time H asked me how I was - and that was pretty quickly followed w/the thought that it's been even longer than that (definately pre-Bomb! 3 mo. earlier) that I'd asked HIM that question. So. . . lots of reflection on that whole subject and. . .

This morn. D calls from GA (from H's phone; yest. all calls were from friend's cell) & as we talk I hear H in the background (He & D were getting b'fast), so I know he's hearing her side of the convo. I ask D about the hotel (The girl wants to live in the Grand Floridian "when we have more money" & she's all about living large!) & talk positively when she says she wants to come home to see me; asked her to draw me a pic of the hotel or the pool area or her having fun, etc. Finally, when she asks if I wanted to talk to H, I said "Sure!" and, first thing I say is (cheerful) "Hi! How's it going?" (Ok, not quite Hallmark, but much better than our standard flat "Hey"s, lol) and, surprise, surprise, we talked nicely & casually for maybe 5 min., with even a tiny lol from H when I expressed surprise when H said [friend/jj instructor] was stressing & he said "You obviously don't know N very well, lol." So, a good interaction & Yay, me.

Am doing more paperwork (Pilates stuff), listenign to music, catching up on some Newcomers & waiting for my BFF to arrive. Oh, and started printing out the Chapters of Stillme's life, lol. However this ends, I will want to reflect on what was said & done & not forget to remember the important stuff in life.

Cheers, friends. I'll catch y'all later!

PS - Hey, Dre---uh, Nomo, just so we're even, it's not Julie, Jennifer or Juicy(?!). . .but lots of people DREAM of me.