Update on my sitch: I went to an interview today. It went really well. So well in fact that they sent me down to the lab for a pre employment drug test. It will be a local driving job instead of over the road which will allow me to be home on weekend and most nights. It also has full company paid benefits which are great.
I have a 21 ft boat at my fil house where my WAW is staying that he ask if I could move it. The frame broke on the move to Michigan so it needs fixed. I called him up to tell him when I could move it. MIL answered the phone and we had a nice talk. She asked if I was still going to be going over the road driving long distance and I told her no, that a local job had come up and I would be staying here in town. She asked about the job and I told her it had great benefits and pay. I am sure the WAW is finding out about now, as her mother should just be getting home from work. I wonder what she will think knowing I am getting a good life with out her????? I still miss her a lot and would love to see her and talk to her, But I am going to continue my 180. I have had no contact for awhile now. I know she is still watching what I am doing though. When it is time I have confidence God will let me know.
2 Ti 1:7 For God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power,and of love, and of a sound mind.