Thanks for checking in on me...GEL I don't have the e-mail anymore. It basically said the same as the post above. We were having internet problems so maybe that's why it did not arrive on your end.
Update: H called me this afternoon. Had not spoken since I found the recent porn. He said he was sorry and I asked about the e-mail account and he said he is viewing and not interacting with anyone. I realize this may not be truth. Right now I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt. He's never done the interacting before which is what freaked me out more than the viewing. He said those type of things pop up while he's on the site. I had no actual links of the AFF web site. It was an ad type thing. Believe me I won't put up with interacting with w*res on those sites.
I am going to go on the trip since he's apologized and says he's not interacting with people on those sites. I have found some helpful info at http://www.no-porn.com. I do plan to start up with some Alanon meetings as his drinking is affecting me just like this porn.
Baltom - He doesn't think he has a problem. Basically, he's in denial about the drinking. It has been getting worse and the porn is something that is progressing with it. Thanks for your input.
You all have helped me thru today and I thank you. I will check in next week when I get back. One day at a time over here...
Take Care, SP
According to the Buddha, praise and blame, gain and loss, pleasure and sorrow may "come and go like the wind," but happiness comes if you can "rest like a great tree in the midst of them all."
