well, it appears as though my sister ruined any hope for reconciliation between my STBXH and OW. she spilled the beans to the OW that H was sleeping with she and myself the whole time they were dating. BIG MESS. for STBXH.
anyway, i'm trying to figure out what in the world to do with myself. yesterday, STBXH and I had to be in the car together for over 6 hours as we had to attend our bankruptcy hearing. interesting to say the least. H is dead set on this divorce, and seems to be in total denial at the effects it is going to have on our S3. all of my efforts to shoulder the blame for the downfall of our marriage has backfired totally. now H is the total victim, and has never done anything wrong. does not even think he was wrong to sleep with me and OW at the same time. say i was a big girl and a willing participant. jacka$$.
oh well. told him that i let him go. and i do. at this point, his true colors and emotional inmaturity have come shining through, and i'm not sure i'd even want him back.
