I wanted to pop in. I'm still hanging in with my M. I teater quite a bit. Yes, I want to stay, No, I don't want to stay, yes, I would be better off without him, no, I don't want to be alone. It's exhausting. My H had an A, 1 year after we were married, the A lasted a year and we just celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary. We're great friends, but we still have issues. Well, at least I do. I still don't trust him and he still betrays my trust. I guess my point is that even though we're together, we're still not together, not as one. We still have our private sides. We keep our money separate, and we both like it that way. With that being said, I'm glad you have the confidence. I admire that and good for you - taking the high road. I wish I could make my decision, but I take one day at a time and that's my advise to you. Take one day at a time, don't worry about tomorrow because tomorrow will have it's own worries. Keep you're chin up. 50/50 chance is not bad odds.