It's been quite some time since I have posted. H is in year 4 of mlc and things have been high and low. I can re-cap more later but right now I am very upset. I got home from work early yesterday and H hadn't cleared the history on the computer. He's always looked at porn here or there but I think it's crossed over into Addiction. He is also a heavy drinker and workaholic so he has a very addictive personality. I am so hurt and confused. I do not know the extent of this porn activity as he also has a secret e-mail account. Would the sites require an e-mail account or is this to speak to others on these sites? I am really run down and at a loss as to what to do next.
We have a trip planned for this weekend and I am ready to cancel it. I have not slept much and have an upset stomach.
I've been to Alanon and am thinking about going back. Gotta get back to work. I'll check back soon.
Thanks for your support, SP
According to the Buddha, praise and blame, gain and loss, pleasure and sorrow may "come and go like the wind," but happiness comes if you can "rest like a great tree in the midst of them all."
