Well the W tonight on the phone, and I am not even sure why, basically told me she does not see us ever getting together again. I think I did well, all I said was "ok".
What is wierd about it is last night are S8 started having a fit about going home with me. It wasn't me he didn't want to go with me, it was the fact he did not want to go back and forth and he wanted us all to live together. I gave him a big hug and told it was okay and this is just the way it is and both his mom and I love him deeply. Well he was still crying and went to W for a hug and he was basically reapeting himself again to her. She told him "today is not the day for daddy to come home yet."
Why the hell tell him something like that were he is taking every word said and probably processing it more than I am. I will admit when she said it I even had a smile in my heart.
No matter what is going on between us, I am positive she does not want to hurt him anymore than she/we have too. I know if it is done, he will be crushed. Give me hope is one thing, but to give him hope like that, and then to tell me the exact opposite 24 hours later, I have no clue on what to say to him now.
I know not to believe anything they say and only half of what they do, but it breaks my heart to see my S go up and down almost as much as I do.
Any advice on something to say to my S ? Because I am just lost about this part of it.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
