I didn't ignore H but I didn't just sit by him either. The concert takes place on the grounds in front of the county courthouse, so there are all types of things going on while the concert plays. I wandered around and talked with friends while H ended up talking to my parents (yah - two birds and one stone! ) The weather was great and the music was lovely, and only at the very end was there any time when I bordered on being irked at H: when talking about when he might come around this weekend, he made a point of saying that if I was going to be home, then he wouldn't be coming over. Had to put in at least one jab to remind me he isn't "coming home." I'm thinking he might have done that b/c it got to him watching me socialize without him - waddaya think?
In the end, I'm feeling better this week than I thought. I'm not going to celebrate a new me - I KNOW I will slip up again - but I'm happy that I've gotten this far.
I hope it's been a good day for you, JustD, and for any others struggling to keep above the emotional waters.
) The weather was great and the music was lovely, and only at the very end was there any time when I bordered on being irked at H: when talking about when he might come around this weekend, he made a point of saying that if I was going to be home, then he wouldn't be coming over. Had to put in at least one jab to remind me he isn't "coming home." I'm thinking he might have done that b/c it got to him watching me socialize without him - waddaya think?
