Hey Jazz, I've been on my own for a while to. The BB got to me. DH tells me on a daily basis that he wants to live nearby and see DS everyday. He suggested returning earlier than planned and asked if he could come to my brothers wedding. On the other hand he acts like we are friends. I think I will encourage him to talk to me. He tells me he longs to talk to me but is afraid of my reaction. Well I will not react and listen to what he has to say. I'll ask him about it and make him comfortable. I feel it is the only way to get an emotional reconnection going again. Now we mostly talk about DS.