Last night's conversation was her idea and it was things she wanted to talk about. We covered a lot of ground that to this point we hadn't talked about. For her she came to realize she that her efforts start with my 40th birthday gift were more than successful in getting to fall back in love with her. For her she felt she wasn't falling back in love with me so that really stung her last night. But she also realized finally how much I was trying and she failed to see it. Which leads us back to today and both of us looking at this as a fresh start beginning with being friends again.
As for R talk from me, well that'll end for the most part, she finally opened up and said what she had been thinking and feeling and I know have a better understanding. So off I go to just be her friend without pressure. Knowing that she too is doing that and has a similar hope for the outcome. She wants this too which does make it very sweet for me. But there are no guarantees it'll come about but at least we both know we gave it our best and that's all we can expect.
Now off to go do things for me!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
