Thanks for your responses. Sometimes it takes a long time for us to let down our guard, and accept our own failures. It's much easier to blame the WAS, especially when they're doing really crazy things. So I'm glad that you have had the courage to stick it out this long, because now you'll see the real blessings in coming clean, admitting failure, and letting it go. It's like shedding old skin, and the new skin underneath is bright and beautiful. You can change your life now, you've made the first step, and you will be blessed beyond your imagination.
Keep up the good work!
Love,
COG
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