Need Veteran Piecer's Advice - desperately!!!

[Heartbroken]

Glad to see everyone having so much fun in my thread! Honestly this helped me immensely this AM.

I have been very down as of last night - wanted to do the 'drive by' his apt since OW doesn't have her kids on Wed. eves and H was off from us for the night. Not even sure they are still seeing each other - H says no (what can you believe) - but my mind was just reeling with 'what ifs' last night. I did not go snooping! Why do I even care if he is with OW - WHY can't I just let it all go for real??? Life does not feel to grand right now...

I did weight lift last night - that helped. I know I just need to focus on me and the kids but it gets so hard sometimes. Need to get back into the present moment and keep my PMA going!

Thanks for making DB'ing lighter ROOT and Theo - you are good people!!

HB