My hope is fading fast. I even told my H to file yesterday. My H says loves me but doesn't want to make any effort to work on things. I know I should detach, GAL, give him space, give it time, etc. How do I deal with all of my feelings of frustration, hurt, disappointment, etc.? I keep trying to find the strength and at the moment, I don't feel like I have any. I don't have the strength get a D and I don't have the strength to hold on. I barely slept last night and I feel so wiped out. I just need to get to a more settled place in my life.
I wish someone had a magic wand to make this all go away.
