The woman you fell in love with and still love is in there, searching for a way to come out. But it is hard, the strong feelings (no matter how contrived or rationalized), the biochemicals raging through her, the layers and layers of built up resentment and entitlement, what she sees as unfair attacks by you. Frankly, in her state of mind, going with OM is the easy way out of a difficult situation. To get back with you will require lots of hard R work. To go with OM seems easy, and has the added benefit of juicing her with lots of escape fantasy chemicals.
I think you are doing what you can to make her realize that the OM route is NOT the easy one. I hope she makes the right choice.
A physical trainer still living with his parents eh? Wow. Man, if there ever was a poster-boy for how powerful those A chemicals are, this has to be it.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
