Hey WAW I am not out of the woods yet. I just hit a little clearing. I feel guilty that things in my sitch are going good and you and Andyv seem to have hit a wall. I’m living in a house of cards right now. ANYTHING could bring it down. I think timing is everything. Going away with my son next week will give my W time to think. Time to see what it will be like with me not around. I on the other hand am going into a FORGET EVERYTHING mode. The is nothing else in the world that week except my son and I. Like I said I feel bad for the everyone out here not having such a good time in their sitch. I don’t want to post for a while then I remembered times when my sitch was not going so well. Feeling really low and depressed. I would log in here and read about somebody making progress in the R. and it inspired me to give it one more day. I’m on the “happy wagon” right now. So I hope everyone out here can see there is hope. I found the pictures of my W and the OM on April 12,2007 (one more day it would have been Friday the 13th). I went 1 week with very little food or sleep. The next week I was looking at apartments. The next week I found this site. Many people here have given good advice. And I have learned from trial and error from all of you and myself what to do and what not to. I still want to look at the phone log soooooooo bad but I promised Andy v that I would not. You all are in my prayers I’m going to be sending out some positive MOJO tonight so be ready.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
