I wish I could afford the DB Coaching. I just can't. I think after the bday dinner I might go semi-dark on her to see what happens. Only thing I can think. I'm still trying to find who I am and with the finances it's hard for me to go and do anything for myself. Ya know?
But on to positive things. Tonight, horses. Friday, celebrating bday (even though i'm paying). I told her all I wanted was her time for my bday.
If anybody has any good ideas of very cheap type hobbies/interests for a guy who does not much care for crowds. Please let me know.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."