so things have gone from bad to worse, and it appears the fat lady has sung.
i found out that H has been in communication with OW since i moved back in, and writing to her about me in a very unattractive light. so i lost the plot. i went directly back to square one. i cried, begged, fought with him, etc. now he is rubbing her in my face.
f*cking myspace. this has been the forum for their communication. now he has removed me from his page and placed her right back up at the top. my sister saw it, wrote to her in a fury, and spilled the beans to her about how he was sleeping with both of us while dating her. i also wrote to her after i found out that they were still in touch and asked her to please stop communicating with my H. was not ugly, even told her i had no ill feelings.
guys, the sh*t truly has hit the fan. i can't keep it together around him, and fall apart. but he is truly done, i can see it in his eyes. i've become desparate.
now i'm here, in a different town, no job, living with my mom and grandma. truly starting over.
i have not idea what to do. i love my husband so much that now i must let him go and figure out how to move on.
