My husband came home last night after I made him leave a couple of days ago. He confessed to the whole thing and told me he wanted to continue the relationship with this woman. I have to admit I begged him not to leave, and then finally I grabbed my keys and purse and left. This morning everything was different and he was begging me to come home, crying and pleading. I am distraught. I knew something was going on but as long as he denied it I could live in a bit of denial. I have another thread here somewhere. Where do I go from here? This is the 3rd affaie in 35 years. This is tearing me apart and the worst thing is my grown children are involved. My grown son cried like a baby last night. I am sick physically and emotionally and my husband is really an emotional wreck. My oldest son got him in with a counselor that he knows and that is where he is right now. I made him call the other woman in front of me and tell her it was over. When he was talking to her I began screaming like a mad woman at her. He even had her at the park with him last week playing with our grandchildren. My little grandson told his dad she was there and he wouldn't tell me because he didn't want to upset me. Now the kids are really angry at their dad. I am back home but I can't stand the sight of him. He makes me physically ill just to look at him. She called my house and wanted to talk to my husband and I screamed again at her to not call my house. I have had 2 hours sllep and my doctor called in some med. for me including an antibiotic for a lung infection. I feel terrible. Please any insight would be helpful.
