I do allow it and I am tired of it,, also yeah I guess I take it personal when he attacks me when it has to do with his drinking. I will ocassionally say well sorry you are tired cause you were drinking.. but do not speak to me that way~ ...bad aproach too HUH? Yes I am tired of his mood swings and yes I put up with it far too long and I am going to need another stratedgy. I am sure I make no sense at this point, I know I am at another crossroads after his cruelty the other day. I am going to take a walk in a while. I have a lot to think about and he needs to stop drinking and he told me this @ 2 weeks ago but then he never does,,,, YOU are right COG~ need to take care of me and stop worrying. Thanks... that is what I love about you,, you dont let me sit in self pity even for a bit you want me to take action~ THANKS GOD BLESS....
