Well i'm trying to do that by our weekly thing. The issue I was having before was that she couldn't see changes I was making because she never got curious.
She's not curious now really. She still thinks this is all an act and that I can't change. I told her to hide and watch. Well her allowing me to attend the weekly horse training is her way of doing it from a distance.
My biggest fear is not being enough. I've back to being very frightened.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
