UD,
Please don't make any D decisions. You don't want to get a D out of frustration. A decision to D should be made from a position of strength.

Your frustration is understandable. You're in the "settling the muddy water" phase as I've said. You're slowly adapting to your situation.

Things are not hopeless. There is still plenty of time before you have to make a decision to D or not.

Keep coping!

CL

CL 53 W 54
M 20 yrs.
03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL
10-14' Piecing

"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."

----Tao Te Ching