I've been keeping myself very busy and making sure that I don't go madly chasing after any sign of light. In many ways I think I see W moving in the direction of coming back to normal. Luckily I think there is enough other people relating to W that she doesn't want to pursue the D side, people who have been there, done that, have the T-shirt. Right now I am feeling pretty good about putting it in God's hands, do my part and continue on and enjoy life.
The "wall" these days seems to be not as hard, not as high, however I am waiting to see if she will push it down. I feel the day is coming, but it has to be her choice. In the future, I want her to know it was her choice to stay, remain M and accomplished allot by turning it around.
