Thanks !!! It's so nice to know that there are others out there who know how I'm feeling.
I just keep reminding myself how very strong I really am. I am also working on loving MYSELF again.
I've decided that I am actually a very strong, unique in a good way, feisty, loving, lovable, caring, considerate, yes, somewhat selfish at times, awesome mom, maybe could use a little more patience, but don't we all, hard working, intelligent, independent WOMAN who H should be thankful and proud to have as a W, but if he doesn't see all of this, it's still there FOR ME!! (and my 3 wonderful little boys)
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10