Sol, KS is absolutely right. Now, the BB is a funny place, you get all sorts of advice. I've been told to grow a pair for ages but that is just one point of view. There are many ways to look at any sitch but only one person who can decide what ultimately makes the most sense. I am amazed at your stamina, the fact that you are still with your W, despite the intense and unending emotion you have experienced, tells me you are a strong man Sol. I would advise you not to leave the BB because you aren't hearing what you want to hear. We all deal with that but it does eventually help you to process what you need to do. You have to sort through the pebbles to get to the gems! If we can be of help, even just to vent, please so let us all know. We are here for you in this horribly difficult time. Drop in anytime! But, if you need a break then go for it! Just come back soon
