W is nuts, and I need to detach......

[~Sol]

I realize I am upset over this, more now that SIL will eventually do what she wants to do anyway. W will do what she wants to do anyway. But unless I take action, I will just be a tool my w is using.

I have been dismissed from school for failing too many classes, so now I will have to re-apply later to be admitted again. I am struggling with bills, but trying to recover by freelancing. I am not going to suffer in this.

I feel I cannot post any more as I am too stressed out. I have thought about the worst, and also about giving up on everything. Some know that I have been at the end of my rope with this.

So I will say thank you to all who have helped. I came here thinking that I could save my M, and I thought I could. But I have learned something more, that I couldn't. I am getting different kinds of advice even after revealing all that is going on.

I might come back to post in a few months....but for now, I need to take a break.

Thank you all for being there when I needed you. You have saved me many times from doing something stupid, and thinking the worst. I am still going to seek legal advice (they will tell me what I need to do), and also see my therapist.

I also wish the best for all here that are working hard to save your M's. God bless.....