I've just had a real hard day to day. It seems like everything breaks down at once and he wouldn't answer any calls til tonight and I finally just said that this is business call. He finally did but acts really strange. I almost think she flew back there with him. I can't believe I let my self get to feeling this way about talking to him. I need some strong will power. Why do we feel so bad or let them have such a hold on us. I have been reading "Emotional Black mail" It is very good about explaining alot of our situations and how we handle them. I just need to follow some of my own advice.
I finally said a little to my mom about him not calling. I haven't said anything to them. I knew she would be livid. She just said don't talk to him. I guess if I was good at DB I wouldn't act like it bothered me. I think that is where I mess up. Then I think he thinks if I am pleasant about everything then its OK? Does anyone else get that feeling?
Thank you for your support. I really appreciate it. I wish I could post at work but I don't know if that would be good. I get on read about everybody's threads.
Well I need to get to bed have to get up and do some stuff before I go to work. My Pick up broke down tonight and the garage kept it. I was lucky my Youngest son is close for the summer. He came and got me. The lawnmower and the washer all quit but I have them running again today. What a life!!!!!!
