Your situation is progressing a little faster than mine did. I think I had more time to process it and organize what had to be done than you do. In that regard, you have my sympathy. It can be overwhelming.
Your going to have your ups and downs through this process. There is no way around the pain accept to go through it. Accept it will be that way, but the ups and downs of the roller coaster ride level out over time. There will be longer and longer time frames between the down periods. Trust me on that one.
I've found that it's really the strength of mind over matter that speeds the healing process along. No matter what, you can't get into that mind set of being the victim. That will slow you down and keep those ugly emotions bottled up inside.
You have to convince yourself you will be fine no matter how this turns out.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
