Divorce counseling is a great way for me to think about the counseling session. My expectations are on D and no matter how bad it goes my expectations are set low. The weird thing about her asking me to go is that even after she saw her L she was dead set againest it - whats the point she said. She asked me only an hour after I chuckled at her when she told me she had to pickup the pieces from a failed M. After I chuckled I applogized for it and then told her that no this is your decision and that I am the one left to pickup the pieces of a shattered M. I am the one that has to live with the fact that I cannot see my girls on a daily basis, etc.... Well an hour later she called me upset asking me to go. So I have no idea what the motivation behind this counseling session is, but I will go into thinking it is divorce counseling.
Tonights update: On my way home from work I called my W to see if she wanted food from her favorite establishment. I was able to joke around with her on the phone and we actualled had a brief laugh together. When I got home she informed me that she had a vistor today, our neighbor who goes to our church and at one time was accountability partners with my W. I have no idea what was said nor did I ask. She also mentioned that one of her old highschool girls called today and asked my W what the hell is going on. Again I did not ask about what said...
Another strange thing that I learned today is that my W emailed Sandi Patty. She has been reading her books and has really connected with her so she says. The reason that it is strange is that I emailed her the otherday also.. She might get pissed off if she finds out that I did this. I was hoping to get her to talk to my W, but my W is going to her. Interesting isn't it... Another weird thing is that my W was trying to get ahold of a Pastor that preaches from time to time at our church. When she was involved in youth ministries he was kind of a mentor to her. Well this past Saturday guess who preached at our church.. You guessed it he did. He actually came up to me because he heard what was going on and was really disappointed with her. So she is trying to reach out to him now. This might not mean a thing though I find it interesting.
