Not doubting W is definitely now and has been in a MLC, w/ a mild to moderate case of depression/bipolar thrown in, but the likelihood of another reconciliation seems slim to none. W refuses to admit any of above and has been in this stage for the majority of the last 2 yrs. W wants to reevaluate, concentrate on, and determine what her purpose in life is. With what W has been doing to Ss emotional state, right now I have a difficult time even thinking about her in a civil manner. I waiver btwn hating her guts, still L her and missing my 2yr absent W. I know right now she can't stand being around me and. Even if W made major decision change, I don't know if I would be willing to risk having Ss go through all over again. S8 starting to have real trust issues as it is now.
