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[AmyC]

I THINK I AM BEING LED TO CALL MY MOTHER IN LAW.


AHHHHH!!!!!!

That woman has hated me for years.

And I think I'm going to have to call her.

Oh, man. THAT is going to suck.



Please let it just be the enemy.
Please let it just be the enemy.

Surely God wouldn't want me to call HER.


The last time I heard something like this in my head, I ENDED UP LOVING TO MOW GRASS :o.



DAMN.

[AmyC]

Oh Jesus.

WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM?

[*KS*Chick*]

LOL explain!!!

[AmyC]

Can't really.

I was thinking about father's day and of some ideas of things to do for my husband with the kids and damn if the idea didn't pop into my head that the letter I wrote to her and her husband when I came out of MLC now has to be spoken to them IN PERSON.

And much to my dismay, the more I think about it, the more it freakin makes sense.

Restore.

[catfan]

And have you talked to God about this? Yes I know a bit of a left field question but have you?

[AmyC]

Duh.

But I am going to be doing a whole lot of praying about it before I make any sort of move into THAT lion's den.

[PON_dering]

Surely God wouldn't want me to call HER.

[AmyC]

HHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

You don't get it.

THIS IS A WOMAN THAT HAS TOLD ME IN FRONT OF MY KIDS to get my ass back in my car and off her property. This was during the first separation and I was picking up the kids. My husband had built this gorgeous wood dashboard for his truck and asked me to come look at it so I got out of the car and I thought his mom was going flip her wig when she walked around the side of the house and saw me standing there.

Ah crap.

I'd have felt the same way about me, if I was her.

[*KS*Chick*]

want a lexapro?

[PON_dering]

I keep thinking of Jonah ...