New To SSM II

[Delil@h]

Hi sweetie, hope you are enjoying your weekend!
Just thinking of you and wanted to say hi. Thank you for being there for me! I do so appreciate it~
God bless....

[kml]

Hey COG -
Just read this:

W is preparing for a 24 hour bike race in a couple of weeks.

Ever wondered if this had anything to do with why you're here on the SSM board? Extreme exercise of any kind can cause a drop in body fat that causes drops in hormones in women. Add to that the possibility of nerve damage in the genital area from so much time in a bicycle seat:
http://www.blackwell-synergy.com/doi/abs/10.1111/j.1743-6109.2006.00317.x

Just something to wonder about.

Ellie

[COG]

kml,

Extreme exercise of any kind can cause a drop in body fat that causes drops in hormones in women.

Oh I've pondered that but it would'nt matter anyway. You could produce 10,000 pages on the subject, have the Pope personally deliver the report, and she'd still do what she wanted to do. Sex just is'nt that important to her. I'm working on helping her understand how important it is to ME!

Thanks,

COG

[ACJ]

Sex just is'nt that important to her

That was me! Now I can't tell you how much I miss it!

[Delil@h]

COG~ MY world has had a major setback and I AM BESIDE MYSELF AND YET I KNOW I WILL BE OK. Please give me your wonderful input if you can.. God is with me and yet I am in shock~ I feel like I was soo naive.... he even said in anger... If I want to cheat on you and f*ck somebody I will... and that is just how I am! My heart is broken.. and when I told him I cannot believe you just said that he said do not turn this around that is not how I meant it!?????? I said I never ever thought you felt that way. YOU can be cruel but that was too much!

... I dont want to give up but... he even said what do you think if I come home and we F**k it will make it all better? And I worked so hard to be sexy for this? Now he is saying I am some sort of NYMPHO?

I dunno who this is and just this morning I got brave and called him and when he answered I said ... ILY and he said ILY2.... I feel so hurt but I am still in shock cause the tears have stopped and now I am just NUMB!
LOVE, Ali

[COG]

Well folks, great news! W and I ML last night!

The Lord was present, no doubt He blessed us. I woke up about midnight, my hand was on hers, close to her forbidden zone. So I started praying for guidance. My body wanted to move my hand forward, pushing for more. But my guide reminded me of "Making Her Happy", so instead, I took my hand away. Moments later, I touched her again, then moved away, back and forth, back and forth. Then I heard her whisper my name. I moved over close to her and she said "I feel a presence in this room". Well that's all I needed to hear, so I moved on her. She said she wanted to "go with the feelings", so away we went. Best part is she gave me a big smile this morning, the icing on the cake so to speak.

Thanks for all the input, support, etc. The alpha male coaching, Frankd, and all the ladies input on the baby doll. I actually have not seen the baby doll for a few days, but maybe she tried it on, or at least enjoyed holding it. I'm hoping to see her in it sometime soon.

I'm not going to dwell on this though. I'm gonna keep moving on with life. No expectations other than for her to treat me right, like a man. I'm gonna keep on my John Wayne! She'll be wanting my touch, needing my touch, melting, yearning for me. Oh I'm an ass kicker alright, she's falling now, going down!

But honestly, it's all about the Lord. A couple of weeks ago it dawned on me to pray over my bed, and bedroom. So I've been praying, asking the Lord to come into our bed, our bedroom, and bless our love making. I've also rebuked satan, and all demons and commanded them OUT of our hearts out of our bed and out of our bedroom, in the name of my savior Jesus Christ, my ultimate guide and C. The Lord was with us last night, guiding me, blessing our intimacy. There is NO doubt it was His presence that my W could feel in the room.

So that's it! On to today!

God Bless,

COG

[Delil@h]

THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME !!!!!!!!

GOD, has surely blessed you. I am speechless ... I am so proud of you and Happy for you..... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I feel like celebrating..... how blessed you must feel. Keep up the good work! YOU made this happen by never giving up!
LOVE, ALI

[COG]

Thanks Ali! It's a little bittersweet considering what you're going through right now, but thanks for all the encouragement that YOU have given me.

I'm pretty sure there may be a little pullback from W, but I'm prepared for that, it's OK. A little ebb and flow. It just feels really good to have that darned monkey off my back for awhile. Good things come to those who wait! Amen!

Love,

COG

[Delil@h]

Good things come to those wait... I bet it felt so beautiful~
I am so very happy for you.. don't worry about me I am strong and with you in my corner ( thanks to GOD~) I am even stronger really. You lift me up with your words... I will be fine. I was just so taken aback.... I posted to you in my thread also!
He is pretending it never happened. GO FIGURE~

DONT, I repeat DONT let what happened to me make your day even a little bit sad.. YOU worked your ass off for this.. SMILE all day long . YOU have earned it!!!!

I did not pray for you so much for you to worry about me on such a glorious DAY~ GOT IT!! or I will have to go over there and knock some sense into you!
YOU are a beautiful Human Being... and yeah please keep up the JOHN WAYNE bit~
AS for ME~ I need to stop being so Jackie O~ and get tough!
LOVE, ALI

[COG]

Ali,

I did not pray for you so much for you to worry about me on such a glorious DAY~ GOT IT!! or I will have to go over there and knock some sense into you!

Okay Ali, I promise.

Love,

COG