The Lord was present, no doubt He blessed us. I woke up about midnight, my hand was on hers, close to her forbidden zone. So I started praying for guidance. My body wanted to move my hand forward, pushing for more. But my guide reminded me of "Making Her Happy", so instead, I took my hand away. Moments later, I touched her again, then moved away, back and forth, back and forth. Then I heard her whisper my name. I moved over close to her and she said "I feel a presence in this room". Well that's all I needed to hear, so I moved on her. She said she wanted to "go with the feelings", so away we went. Best part is she gave me a big smile this morning, the icing on the cake so to speak.
Thanks for all the input, support, etc. The alpha male coaching, Frankd, and all the ladies input on the baby doll. I actually have not seen the baby doll for a few days, but maybe she tried it on, or at least enjoyed holding it. I'm hoping to see her in it sometime soon.
I'm not going to dwell on this though. I'm gonna keep moving on with life. No expectations other than for her to treat me right, like a man. I'm gonna keep on my John Wayne! She'll be wanting my touch, needing my touch, melting, yearning for me. Oh I'm an ass kicker alright, she's falling now, going down!
But honestly, it's all about the Lord. A couple of weeks ago it dawned on me to pray over my bed, and bedroom. So I've been praying, asking the Lord to come into our bed, our bedroom, and bless our love making. I've also rebuked satan, and all demons and commanded them OUT of our hearts out of our bed and out of our bedroom, in the name of my savior Jesus Christ, my ultimate guide and C. The Lord was with us last night, guiding me, blessing our intimacy. There is NO doubt it was His presence that my W could feel in the room.
So that's it! On to today!
God Bless,
COG
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