This a.m. I woke up feeling somehow a little closer to W. I had my morning shower, and thought perhaps I should express these feelings to her. I think about it. Am I going through the *I'll do anything / say anything to save my marriage* phase? $crew it, I'll say what I feel, even if it is risky.
I go upstairs to give W a good morning kiss. Complain complain complain. I don't know how someone can wake up in that frame of mind. So that brought me quickly back into reality. All feelings of closeness were quashed in one fell swoop, before I expressed them. (thank goodness)
Is it really one step back or actually two steps back? Anyway back to reality.
IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16 M 24y Together 31y EA Mar04-May 06 PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07 Bomb Dec 28 07
Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden. T. S. Eliot
