Theo, Root, SD, Thanks for the support and advice. If my lawyer says there is no major problems with me opening my own accounts I will do just that. The problem with me pulling my financial support is that I might get introuble legally for doing so. In her orders for dissolution she is asking for me to pay for everything while the D is going through. She also is asking for me to pay for her legal fees, WTH is that all about. So I cannot do anything unless my lawyer agrees with what I am doing. I will not mention MC unless she brings it up. I will go, but if it is just for my W to attack me that will be the last time I go.
I am of the mindset now that who cares, what is she going to do Divorce me? I am now for the firsttime in a long time living my life for me and my DD's and that is it. If my W wants to join us great, otherwise who cares. I still love my W and probably always will. I can nolonger allow her to control me or my emotions. It still hurts and thinking of the pain that this is going to cause our DD's can easily get me to break down.
Last night I had a wonderful evening with my DD's. I picked them up from my W friends house and brought them home. I made us dinner and then took my DD's for a walk around the block. When we got back home we played in the garage for awhile and eat some ice cream. Then my 5D asked to see my fishing tackle. So we spent sometime going through it. When I put my tackle box away I saw our tent and showed it to my 5D. She asked if we can put it up. What the hell I thought, why not. So we spent the rest of the evening hanging out in the tent watching movies on the portable DVD player. It was a blast. My 5D and I spent the night in the tent. I was also planning on letting 2D sleep in the tent with us but my W stopped that. Though my 2D did make me feel good because as my W carried her away she started screaming and crying for me. That was my night. It was fun and since my W is working tonight we might just hangout in the tent again tonight.
