Thanks Ben. I sorta knew no one would have the answers for me but just getting them off my chest helped me a lot.

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Hell, you have been at this long enough and you continue to amaze a lot of us (especially me) on here with your strength.


You all are what gives me my strength. If it weren't for the people I have met on here, I would probably have given up long ago.

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It is your time to share that strength with your Cousin.


I try. She calls and asks me how I handle certain things and how I cope with it all. I have been honest with her about everything I have gone thru. We both end up crying but that helps too.

Again, thanks for everything.