well sleep eludes me.... and he called this am like nothing..and asked @ the weather. I already had it open knowing he'd call only for that not to say he is sorry.
I then called him back telling him I was going to change the number at 9 am. And hs asks what is that supposed to mean? >???????????????????????????????????????????????????< ((after hanging up I realized maybe he thought I meant it was cause of him?)) he did ask it rather defensively but me not thinking like that 'til we hung up I was confused~ )) I told him " I do not want her calling me..~" " I could not sleep last nite~" and he stayed quiet said OK~ and stayed quiet. I said.." I will watch the weather for you and let you know later if rain is headed your way..." he said "Thanks~ "he stayed quiet and he said "well I will call you later I am going to take a shower~"
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I dunno is there a possibilty he is nuts? I love him but he is acting strange.... and yesterday he was too cruel for words~ May God bless him , I will continue to pray for him,, LORD knows he needs it. Thanks you all for being there for me this place once again keeps me sane!~ I feel exhausted today ,it even hurts to walk~ not good. I will be taking it real easy today and resting and when I get energy I will get busy! GOD BLESS YOU ALL....
