I put my ring back on yesterday. I picked up D3 and I am sure W noticed my ring. D3 and I had a good time together. I went to drop her off and W met us outside. I gave D3 a kiss and hug and said goodbye. I told W that I will have lunch with D3 tomorrow. She asked if I could just take her somewhere and not be at the office. It is almost like she doesn't want to feel guilty when people see me. She wants people to think that I just abandoned her and she doesn't want anyone to know that I didn't. I asked W if she had a second. She then had a confused or scared look in her face. I asked how if everything is okay. She said no and that she filed already. She said I should be getting something soon. She said that she doesn't want to be in this marriage. She said that it has been a few months and she is done. I told her that I have tried to do my best to respect her space and not pressure her. She then turned around and said goodbye.
She had the door open and her mom was on the couch. They just got back from a 30 day trip. I am sure that her parents were shocked to come home and find out that she impulsively filed. I was upset. Called and cried to my sister. I can't believe how she is right now. Everything has been good. She is always sending me friendly texts messages. She is friendly in person. It is like when I ask for something, she gets all upset. I think regardless we need to go to counseling. I feel bad for D3. She is always telling me that she wants me to come home. Now I am not coming home.
I guess I am DONE! I will DB, but I am letting go and moving on with my life. If my W wants me, she knows where to find me.
