COG~ MY world has had a major setback and I AM BESIDE MYSELF AND YET I KNOW I WILL BE OK. Please give me your wonderful input if you can.. God is with me and yet I am in shock~ I feel like I was soo naive.... he even said in anger... If I want to cheat on you and f*ck somebody I will... and that is just how I am! My heart is broken.. and when I told him I cannot believe you just said that he said do not turn this around that is not how I meant it!?????? I said I never ever thought you felt that way. YOU can be cruel but that was too much!
... I dont want to give up but... he even said what do you think if I come home and we F**k it will make it all better? And I worked so hard to be sexy for this? Now he is saying I am some sort of NYMPHO?
I dunno who this is and just this morning I got brave and called him and when he answered I said ... ILY and he said ILY2.... I feel so hurt but I am still in shock cause the tears have stopped and now I am just NUMB! LOVE, Ali
