Thanx sweetie.. he called before and asked if I had called.. I said "no I haven't called you since we spoke last" and he said someome had been calling him private 15 times.. it was her?.. I guess? I said ..." it is probably XXXXXXXX I told her not to call me ever again that I am sorry for her troubles but I am done being nice." he said " ok I will call you later" I am so frustrated right now this is just ridiculous! He has not called ... this is too much for me and I dunno why I let her suck me in.. I felt sorry for her and look what it got me. Sure it is just a phone call but he is actually trying to call a bluff that he is done this is far toooo too much! He has broken my heart and I am ok but very, very hurt! thanks NIKKIB you did calm me dowm some and that bottle of wine is in the toilet cause my body is not used to that! I WILL BE OK JUST FEELING ALOT RIGHT NOW.. HOW ARE YOU GOING TO THROW AWAY SOMETHING SO GOOD OVER A MISTAKE? LOVE, ALI
