Why do these things happen...for the better I hope

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I know, it is not just the issue with the police, it is everything along with that. I am so tired of it all, I feel like I am in a fight with the world and I have my hands tied behind my back. Everytime something goes semi right, or seems good, I don't have a little backslide, I get hit up the head with a baseball bat.
I know I am just ranting here but #%$@#@ where is all the good in this battle. I told Jazz earlier, if this is a test from god, does he really expect any one to make it ??????