I have had a major setback and I duuno how to put it all in here... this is why I was walking on eggshells for so long and not letting go.... my ex friend wanted me to call her boyfriend she called no less than 15 times sobbing and I was stupid, naive and just I dunno! .. I told her NO several times and then I did .... he lives/works with my h out of town and my H is furious.

he told me he is done with me and he doesn't care about me and lots of other hurtful things... I have a lump in my throat and I dunno what to do. He told me not to cal him.

Mind you I never talked to her bf I talked to my hubby an dhe is furious that I got involved... so I guess I am really back to square one........
WOW this is too, too much . I cannot even describe how let down I feel!

I even had the bravery to call him earlier today and say Ily the minute he answered the phone and he said Ily2... I felt so happy.

I feel so upset now and I dunno if I have it in me to be strong again... I will try very hard but I dunno if I can....

I feel ready to just .. I dunno.
I feel so dumb! SO FOOLISH!
God bless...