Holy crap man! That is a damaged individual. I know she's your W and you probably still have feelings for her, but that is some messed up sh1t! That's not even human. I know I'm not helping. I know you don't want to hear it, but that is just messed up and I can't even imagine the hurt. I am really sorry man.
How have you been otherwise? I know that takes up a lot of your brain power and energy, but have you been able to do things for you at all???
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...