today i am feeling angry and taken advantage of. not saying that i am justified in doing so, i simply feel that way. H came home tonight and i had been cooking dinner. he had not even said hello to me, noticed something that was cooking that he did not recognise and said "what is that?". i was sweating and had been working on this meal for some time. i said "nice to see you too" and when he rolled his eyes and shrugged, i said "can i at least have a kiss?". he came over, hugged me and thanked me for cooking.
i was truly fine after this, but H was not hungry for dinner. i am beginning to feel something i haven't felt in a while - indifference.
